Where did you come from, my love?

Most importantly, why did you have to cross my path right now?

I was perfectly fine living in my own bubble, protecting myself from getting my heart broken once again.

Protecting myself from letting someone feeding my soul with empty promises, then ripping me apart from the inside out.

I promised myself that I would never let another man into my heart because it would ruin me. I was almost finally able to move on from my past trauma…

But then you came…

You came into my life out of nowhere…

Why did you have to do that?!

Your stupid infectious smile burst my perfectly crafted bubble into zillion pieces and I fell for it. I fell for it almost immediately and it turned my world upside down. Our first evening together was far from normal. We connected on a level I’ve never experienced before.

We spoke to each other like we were best friends but touched each other like there was no tomorrow. What a beautiful weird experience. But it was just a one-time thing, right?! It was just a coincidence that we felt something more than a spark, right?!

I tried to ignore my feelings. I tried to block my thoughts about you. There were unhealthy. Why was I already planning a future with you? Weird and unhealthy… Those feelings were a lie and I wasn’t ready to let them ruin my plans. I wasn’t ready to let another man into my heart so soon… or ever again

When I saw you again, I was determined to prove to myself that my feelings are not real. What I didn’t expect were the 12 hours that we spent talking to each other. I didn’t expect to have so much in common with you. You were me and I was you… We didn’t even have to speak, our eyes were doing all the work.

What the hell, you stupid man?!

I’ve only met you a couple of times but I couldn’t wait to see you again. I felt like a teenager and I didn’t like it. I didn’t like it all as I felt genuinely happy with you. I felt like myself and that made me vulnerable… I didn’t like that…

The next few times we saw each other were even more magical than I could ever imagine. We talked, we shared, we felt… Then the worse happened… I told you I loved you… Within the first two weeks…

Damn you, you stupid man!

I’m falling for you and everything about you. I love the way you’re looking at me, the way you believe in me, the way you care about me… Your eyes, your smile, your hair, your smell… I even love your stupid ego and the way you joke about me. In my eyes, you’re perfect!

I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of you. I don’t think a lifetime will be enough to experience everything I want with you. I didn’t think soulmates existed outside of the Hollywood’s studio of your next rom-com movie. Yet, there you are…

I want to marry you, my love! I want to experience every cringy thing with you, I want to have children with you – the more the merrier. I want to travel the world with you.

But it will be hard… I will try to push you away… I will try to ruin things between us…

Just bear with me, soulmate. Don’t give up on me and my little broken heart…

Just bear with me, accept me for who I am and I can give you the world!

Our ride together will be nothing short from exciting. There will be loads of fun, love, laughter, yet, there will also be tears, anger and frustration. No relationship is easy but I believe in us. There will be a lot of turbulent times but after each episode, we’ll come back stronger. I want to go through heaven and hell with you!

Just promise me that we’ll be there for each other. Promise me that you won’t break my heart. Promise me that I’m going to be the first person you share the good and bad with. Promise me that you’ll never stop fighting for what you believe in. Promise me that our children will be the happiest human beings on this planet. Promise me that they won’t go through the same shit that we went through. Promise me you won’t change.

You stupid man…

Why did you have to come into my life and ruin it… in the best possible way?!

I love you!

I genuinely do!

Happy Birthday!

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